I have been looking at the progression of symptoms, and comparing them to how a genocide progresses.
When the Grand Lie has been told, I imagine it to be like driving in a vehicle and thinking you are going toward your goal, but in fact you are lost. At first you don't know you are going the wrong way. Then, you reach a point where you realize that you have been fooled, and then you turn around and try to get back on track to your goal. That is the point where the proteins fold.
Ripples of effects go out to draw in more and more people. That is when the amyloidosis is formed, and the ripples logjam. You are seeing people being dragged into crisis, and because the conflict is based on covert and overt actions, you are always in a reactive mode, and there is nothing you can do to help others or to help yourself.
The ping pong effect is the shakes, when you realize that you must do something, but you don't know what to do, and you must do something.... over and over, and it accelerates to the point where it stops. This is circular thinking patterns. The point that it stops is when you start to die because you come to believe you can't get the life you want.
I am reminded of the movie, "Hotel Rwanda." The manager of the hotel functions normally at first, proud of his capacity to provide excellent service to his guests. Then circumstances become more and more tense. At home, he looks out his window and sees his neighbors being taken away or killed, and there is nothing he can do or he will call attention to himself and his family. Then at work, he is on his errand and comes across the site of a major atrocity. Many people have died horribly. Shocked, he turns around and goes back to the hotel. Things keep getting worse and worse. People start to trickle in, and they believe the UN troops stationed in the area will protect them from the conflict. How long can they provide for so many people? Then the horror comes when the UN troops don't have the mandate to help the Rwandans, and they can escort only the foreigners out of the hotel. The hotel becomes a trap for those left behind.
In the movie--in Rwanda-- the people who were trapped in the hotel could not stay and they could not leave. The solution was that Paul Kagame had brought together his forces to fight the
genocidaires. They opened an escape route, people where placed on buses and transported to safety. The people had to let go of what was dragging them into the abyss--the hotel.
The solution to every dilemma is to do what is in everyone's best interest. If you are in circular thinking patterns, you find the middle ground between the two extremes and that allows you to move forward.
I am part of the solution. The highest good for me to do is to do my project, which benefits everyone. I have channeled my books that are messages from God on how to overcome any crisis. I can apply the insights in my own life and prove they work. I cannot reach all the people who are in crisis, so I must work through my blogs and offer the solution to everyone. The next person to come into the organization is in the same crisis, but in a different location. We have no way to communicate, but he is helping others, too, and his project is the crisis center.
It is important to make the effort to find the middle ground at this point. The nerves are being attacked and destroyed, and the longer you wait, the harder it will be to step away from the crisis.
